The Next Table - Incredible Night

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Plucking up the courage and mingling myself trough the crowd, I walked towards the stage. Maybe this is the last chance to meet them up close. 

I couldn't let my opportunity slip away while it was right under my nose.

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Standing in front of Jelte, on the right side of the stage, Din did her job seriously. She really enjoyed the show while taking the picture. She didn't even know I was already on her side if I didn't pinch her shoulder. I'd know the reason why Din picked this side, she wanted to take a good picture of Jelte. She is his beloved fans since last year. I don't know if Jelte knows about this but Din won't bother to tell him. Even though on her first meeting with Jelte, Din was afraid seeing Jelte's eyes. Oh, I'll happy to tell you why, next time yeah.

On my best friend side, I could see Jesse sang with his lovely voice and his fascinating movement. I always love to watch Jesse, and here, I didn't need a reason to gaze him with amazement. Don't get me wrong, I just adore him badly. Jesse could mesmerize me with his smile, his voice and his dance. Just can't help but to love him, I was already under his spell since I know them. I don’t know how it just happened. I do love all of them, but Jesse is the one I love the most. You should know that all Velerius members are nice, kind, lovely and handsome but Jesse always on my first rank even Kay is the most freakingly handsome.

On the other time, I told you to google yourself, but I am sorry I just can't wait to write about them. This is sort of my portrayal about all Valerius members. Read below for what I think and feel about them so please don’t judge me.

I already told you about Jesse, so I will let you know about the rest. Oh, kind of forget, Jesse is tanned with brown eyes. Yup, he is really sexy, magically sexy Jesse. *grin*
Don’t miss his smile when he sang on the stage. Why? That's such the sweetest smil that you can keep on the box of your heart. Open it when you need a boost to lighting your mood. It will help, trust me. *wink

Next is Kay. He is guitarist, Jesse’s big brother and a model. *pause* 
I need to close my eyes while looked back to the time when I met him on the first time. If I had the courage to ask and pinch him, I just wanted to ask him; are you real? Or am I dead as I met an angel? 
Recalling to that day I was afraid. The way he spread his lips into a smile got me overwhelmed. I supposed to be glad being able to meet him. Yes, I was, that was an honor but being this beautifully silly girl, I couldn't help but froze when I saw him. That was my first time meeting the most handsome man on the planet. So just don’t blame me. I was speechless, staring into him in awe. In reality, Kay is more than good looking, he is breathtakingly handsome. 

Do you know this song: “… it’s tell me heaven must be missing an angel. Every time I see your face I’m thinking you must be a vision, heaven must be missing an angel”

*Song by Bro’sis: Heaven Must Be Missing an Angel.

That’s song suit him because it’s hard describing him into words. You just need to change the lyric girl with boy/guy.   

I am honest here if you don’t believe me you must be blind. This is only his picture, if you need more and curious just write Kay’s name on the searching page. Have a good time and don’t drool.

The youngest is Jelte. He is keyboardist, backing vocal and I think he is the most favorite of the girls. In every Valerius show, I marked bunch of the girls screamed and yelled Jelte’s name. The girls didn’t take his picture only but they gave him something to wear. Not Jelte only, but all of Valerius members are so loved by their fans, including my best friend and me. Who couldn't? They are just so cool and lovable. The girls, Valerius fans give them something to wear or to eat. Recently Jesse and Xander wore Batik on stage performance, the gift from their fans. On twitter, Jelte posted a photo of him wearing Jacket from his fans. 


On the left was my best friend and Jelte.

The Bassist is Xander. I don’t know him personally but I think Xander is mysterious. 
All of Valerius member are mysterious but I think that fit him. Yes, I though that the mysteriously sweet meet his personality nicely. I noted that Xander wasn’t chatty guy. He even smile rarely but when you see him up close he is handsome more than you though before.

I do remember when Din and I met Xander and other Velerius members on their meet&greet at SNF 2011, he smiled sweetly and he even gave us more time to take picture with them. While the committee demanded us to leave because there was bunch of fans queued up behind.

The last is the new drummer, Klaas. I don’t know much about him. I think he is such a great guy. Oh Dude, he is so tall.
Haha, here were Klass and I after Valerius show at Backstage café

here is Klaas and me. :)

Don’t hit me because I am beautiful. Haha, I am sorry, I mean just don’t hate my opinion. Damn! I just couldn’t stop writing about them. Forgive me world.

Did I tell you if I love Jesse's hair or his hair style? Somehow, on my deepest wild imagination, I wish I could ruffle his hair with my hand and smell it. Holy crap! Oh I should stop it. It's scary. I can't believe myself. Maybe I should stop reading werewolf, vampire or another story before my bed. Sigh while put my hands on my face. I feel ashamed, I must be insane to think that way.

Despite on this time, Jesse’s hair was shorter than before but still, I love it. 
He has lovely and sexy hair right? I picked that pic from Valerius FB. 

Ok, back to reality again.


Din and I enjoyed the performance, we sang together with them and we took their pictures. 

They ended the performance with medley of "Can Not Put Us Back Together and She Doesn’t Know". We still stood as we hoped they would sing another song for us. As Valerius said; show is done and the next home band will perform, we knew that we had to back to our table. But still we couldn't move our feet. Din and I’d remembered that there was a meet & greet after the show. 

Damn it! I was nervous again. It didn't happen while I stood and enjoyed the performance. One by one of the girls asked to take the picture with them. Din and I looked at each other as we eyed caught the available Jelte. Ah, he always has a lovely smile that I loved.

I; “Jelte, lets take a picture” while give him my best smile.

As he said Ok, I just stood on Jelte’s side while Din took the picture.

I took the camera from Din as her turn to pose next to him.

Then Din asked him to take our picture. Yup, Din requested Jelte to take the picture of Din and I together. He was little shock, I could see that. Maybe, he thinks that we are weird. But no offence Jelte, we love you and we wanted something unordinary; our picture taken by young and talented guy, called Jelte. “Young” word come from Din, she insisted to put those word, and the rest was mine.

Jelte said: “common, tiger pose” and added “rawrrrr” to us. Haha, he was so nice and funny. I mean it, Jelte is a typically guy to be friend with.

He previewed his work then he said to us: “I am good, yeah I am good” while showed us the picture. He waved and left us after we thanked him. I was sad to leave him, I think that might be lovely to chat with him. But we weren’t merely come here to take picture with him only.

Din: “Jesse’s behind”

Glancing to the back, Din noted Jesse not far from me. She knew that I wanted to take a good picture with him.

Last year, I just got his face next to mine and if you see it, it wasn’t good one. Oh yeah, he was handsome there as always but I, I was totally unprepared and I had nervous face. Now, I want to have a better picture with him. 

I saw him a meter from me. On that moment, he was talking with a woman. Yes, I said woman because the lady wasn’t teenager or twenties. So I waited him until he was done with that lady. I didn’t mean to watch and overheard their conversation. Sorry, but being a meter from him, I had heard their talk even a little. I didn’t exactly know what was going on but I heard Jesse said he was sweaty and he just wore that shirt. He didn’t have spare cloth under. I saw him opened his shirt, and I could see his waist. I didn’t understand what the lady wanted but Jesse said sorry and left the lady politely. My eyes drawn to Jesse, he mingled to other the crowd.

Didn’t he know that I was standing there, waiting my turn and he jest left??? He just left me! Oh God, what I had to do. Yeah, yeah, I know, he didn’t know.

Calling his name twice as I didn’t want to lose my opportunity

 “Jesse” he kept moving

 “Jesse…” did he hear me? Or my voice was too low?

I was frustrated to get his attention. As I said please, he immediately stopped and coming into my way. Thanks God, I do love those words, the magic word.

Gulping on his direction, I didn’t know what made him walk to the place where I stand. I had no idea. I could only thank God for give me the courage on that time. Maybe, I had a miserable face or maybe I showed him the puppy dog eyes? I didn’t know.

My nerve was back. Damn! Why I had this feeling again? Why this nerve was coming on the important moment like this. Breathing deeply as I smile towards Jesse. I wished I could show him my pure and genuine smile. Do you know what I love the most about my best friend?  She could joke on that kind of moment.

Din: “Jesse, photo, photo” she asked him as she showed him the camera.

Jesse was smile as he said yes, of course or oh yeah. There were more sounds and people talking but the conversation muffled. I didn't hear exactly what he said or what was happen I could only feel him and my best friend smile. Silly me, I felt like all around us disappeared into blur.

I felt light as I moved into Jesse’s side so I was on his left side. Then, Jesse put his right arm to hold me in arm. I believed that my cheeks was bright red as I felt hot on all my face. His warm hand held my upper arm. Even there was a fabric between his hand and my upper arm but I could still feel the warmth, his warmth. 

I felt little bit relief he held me. I wished that could take my nerve away little by little. Under his held I couldn’t help but asking him. I was so wreck nervous and I felt cold beside the wind. “You are so warmth, I mean your arm is so warmth”

 He said; “really? Am I? Maybe because after performance” while pointing into the stage. Staring into my direction for a while, maybe Jesse thought I was such a weirdo… *that was my assumption Jesse.

He opened his right palm and said; “Show me your hand” I barely heard what was he said to me. I saw his face then to his hand like confused kid.

Damn! Why I felt that I was more stupid in front on him. I just couldn’t focus with this closeness. I loved it but in the same time I felt strange (in good way)

He waited me patiently as Jesse opened his palm so I showed him my right hand shakily. Could you believe me, he held my hand for seconds, I didn't remember how long.

Oh my God! Mom, Jesse was holding my hand right now. Hey world, Jesse held my hand! He held me (my hand). Could I just pass out in his arm?