Pour Vous Monsieur

I Write this one on June, 3 2009 and I really like it so I post it here. 

Pour le temps,
Qui me reponde en courant,
Ne me dit pas que c'est une deception, 
Dit-moi, c'est une expression, 
Parce que tous le monde a une façon different, 
Pour manifester ses sentiments,

Pour le temps, 
Qui n'a pas une list d'attend,
Faites ce moment d'etre plus longtemps
Pourquoi ce bonheur reste toujour dans son pense?
Pour le temps qui est toujour curieux
Je ne pense pas au futur qu'il est encore misterieux,

Pour le temps, 
Je veux vous dire merci pour chaque jour,
Je passe tous le temps sans etre peur
Aujourd'hui c'est un cadeau,
Parce que vous m'accompagnez toujours,

Je ne trouve pas le meilleur mot pour vous monsieur,
Si merci ne suffit pas,
Dites-moi,
Je vous écoute bien,
et des aujoud'hui,
Je passe mon jour comme le reste de temps dans ma vie

(your) Past

I listened before I talked, I thought before I reacted, I waited before I criticized, I forgive before I pray even that hard to forget, and I tried, and I still try before I quit.

I am done,

I have enough,

I do want to try harder,

I do want to wait

I don’t give up,

But maybe, here isn’t my place to stay,

No need for you to look at me,

I’ll make sure when you wake up, I won’t be there,

I won’t be around when you open your eyes,

You do not need to pretend anymore,

No more nightmares,

You should be happy when you turn your head, no me there,

By the time, I won’t be everywhere you think I might be stand,

I will be your past,

UNTOLD

“My tears pour down like a rain”

Pretend is killing. 

Is so hard not to tell that I am more than care.

Cant imagine your reaction, that will freak me out.

“I wear a mask everywhere you are around”

I am scare that someday you will know how I really feel then you will run off my world.

“I met people from all around the world, why you are the one that give me the impression”

I didn't regret we meet. I really don't regret that I deeply care about you. I just regret that I keep it to myself

“May I ask? Do you feel it too? Or do you ever recognize mine? Do you really not like me at all as the way I do? ”

How If I never tell you the way I really feel towards you

I am scare that you will hate me after my confession. If you just laugh at me, I can handle it.

“I just breathed deeply and keep positive”

I retold myself again and again.

My stomach turned when I heard you or somebody said about your lover.

I don’t have to worry, my mask already there to safe me.

“If I spill all my feeling to you, what will you do?”

I have plenty time to tell you but I choose not to. 
I am scare that you don't have same feeling as mine, and you will hate me

“Should I put my mask off?”

It’s so hard to keep my mind blank when you suddenly sit so close to me.

How can I explain to the whole world if I suddenly be blunted and jumped to your lap?

“How could you make me want to hug you in the first place? Even I pretend not to”

Stand and stare. Do you ever call me to hug you, to feel your heartbeat? Don’t you feel that pull too? Or that’s just me. Maybe I am insane to think that way.

“If disappear is the only option, I’ll pick that”

I’ll be happy to see the smile of people I love even without me in it.

I really wished you seal your happiness with your lover soon so I have no chance. That will help me knowing my place. I will break to knot but don’t worry, I can survive.

If there were no vows between you and her it will keep my hope even I pretend not to have at all.

God gave me strength not to give up easily.

“Pretend”

I prefer to fall to anybody then heartbroken come than deeply care without not knowing how to tell you.

I should hate you, that way better in every single aspect.

Flat is my weapon towards you. I was success in one or two, but I fall on third round.

“Can I just jump to your embrace without worrying the whole world?”

I decided not to exist the feeling about you but my wall is fall apart when you come, when I heard your voice, when I see your smile, when I see you down.

How long can I survive standing so close by you without telling you how I really feel?

If I can rewind, I prefer to think that you are weird as my first impression you gave to me.

End of The Night

Previous:

He opened his right palm and said; “Show me your hand” I barely heard what was he said to me. I saw his face then to his hand like confused kid.

Damn! Why I felt that I was more stupid in front on him. I just couldn’t focus with this closeness. I loved it but in the same time I felt strange (in good way)

He waited me patiently as he opened his palm so I showed him my right hand shakily. Could you believe me, he held my hand for seconds, I didn’t remember how long.

Oh my God! Mom, Jesse was holding my hand right now. Hey world, Jesse held my hand! He held me (my hand). Could I just pass out in his arm?

Before read just see how weird my smile was? See! Silly!



Take a look at the picture. Just tell me if you have a good comment. I don’t take the bad statement.


Standing so close by Jesse and held by him, I didn’t know what to say. I though that was the best moment in my life. What I supposed to do? Smiled? I did it. He was just too good to be true, haha.. 
Event simply as a smile, I couldn't do it rightly. 

Don’t just get bored with my nerve words, I was totally nerve wrecking as I stood so close next to him. I had no idea what-so-ever what was wrong with me but I couldn't help but think that it must have been related to lack energy and strength. Skipped the lunch and didn't take my dinner yet and on monthly cycle! I didn't feel right as I felt in a haze both hungry and nerve. Gasping for breath I cherished the moment as I felt the luckiest girl in the world. Time passed quickly, and Din said it was her turn. Jesse’s movement pulled me sharply from my thoughts and looked up in time to see him stepped away. Shivering from the coldness as Jesse released my hand, I just nodded dumbly.

I let out a breath as I picked the camera from Din’s hand. Damn! Why couldn’t she just leave us (me with him) for a moment? How could she just ruin the moment? She knew I was so desperate to have a great moment with Jesse and she knew how I adore him badly. Why she wanted to take pic with him too, instead she didn’t like him as much I do.

Mix between anger, confused and happy at the same time, I could only stare at Din and Jesse with nerve. I clicked twice as I had the good picture of him and her. After smiled and thanked, Jesse left us.

Forgetting how pissed I was at her careless as I saw how cute Jesse was. Don’t tell him I said that. He was just good looking at the camera as he really is. I was envy because my picture with him wasn’t good as I expected. Look how nervous I was? And somehow I had felt his nerve too. That wasn’t possible right? That was in my imagination, right? How could he be nervous standing next his fans? It was impossible. I could feel my cheek turn red when I glanced at my hand and remembering his warmth there.

Din dragged me to where Jelte stood. Din wanted to take picture with him again. I rolled my eyes at her. Do as you like girl as we don’t this night forever.

Smiling brightly toward Din and I with a wonder, Jelte said Ok as she asked him again. This time, she wanted me to take picture of Jelte and her with her phone instead with the camera. As I done catching their pose, we re-thanked him. I showed her the graphic as we stepped and looked around to the front stage.  

I marked Kay talked with some of girls. Pointed him with my eyes to Din, her replied was just let him be. Glancing into Kay for a moment, I noted Klass stood towerly on the other side. Take a picture with Kay was our desire. Noted the girls chatted with him happily, we didn't want to ruin those girls moment.

As we decided to take picture with Klaas, we called his name. He turned his head towards us as he noticed the source of the voice. Taking picture with Klaas wasn’t easy. Poor him, being 200 cm (6ft) he was lowering his posture to match mine. Sorry Klass, standing by him, I was once again reminded me of how short I was, not to mention, I was only 141 cm (4 ft). His height intimidated me. Look at the giant artist and his dwarf. He shouldn’t do that but I thanked him sincerely. While taking picture with Klaas, I noted Kay stepped away. His movement mixed me up more. As he left, we lost our opportunity being on the same frame with him. He disappeared without giving us to say hello. Yeah, I loved to say more than hello to him. Haha, I know that will be impossible to chat with him casually. Being so close to Kay will froze us both. It scared and fascinated us (maybe just me) at the same time. I didn’t ogling him. No! He was just too incredible to look away from.

People moved back to their table as our time to waltz back to our table. As I stared up at the place we sat before, I couldn’t help but gape with eyed wonder to our neighbor. All of them, all Valerius members just sat on left of our table. Yup, there was two girls, they were their LO, I guess *full of assumption*, Jana who we recognized her as Valerius manager, One man which Din and I noted his name is Peter, Xander, Kay, Klass, Jesse, Jelte.   

Crap! I really needed to stop staring into their place. Stepping into our table was like to stepping into another place. They were just so close. Did they just sit there, next to our table? Oh My God helped me.

My heart was pounding, I made sure to pay extra attention to where I was stepping. I was scared I would bump by the table legs, the sands or even my foot. Yes dear, I (maybe) have to take nerve issued off with a pro helps.

Din stepped coolly as other regular customers and I just tailed her. Gulping I looked down at my missing chair. There were only two chairs left. My previous chair, on Din left was missing as the two others. The rest was hers and one empty chair on her right. Din sat on her previous chair as I put my ass on her right, my opposite was Valerius table. I could feel my cheek hot embarrassingly.

Did the employee mention to them, their neighbor was their friends?

After examining to the suspect, the guys said in unison they didn’t know them, they didn’t know their neighbor. Did they guessed that must be a mistake, the waiter misheard fans with friend?

Before the show,

Between one of Backstage Café employee (no name, a guy) and Valerius members.

“You will sit there” He said to one of Valerius members, Kay while pointing to the table. Jelte joined him and looked to the place where he pointed.

“What’s going on” Jesse walked in between Kay and Jelte.

“He said that we will sit there, on the center, am I right?” Kay turned his head to the guy as he informed brother.

Jesse just mentioned with “O” when he replied his brother.

Smiled to the guys, he explained to them that the café received more reservation that night even on Monday.

He added; “On the right of your table, that will be your friend. Your friends called my an hour ago”

Jesse almost chocked his beer as he noted his explanation.

“Friends?” he knitted his eyebrow to Kay and Jelte in confusion.

“Lets just meet them” Kay just shrugged his shoulder and walked out.

Jesse and the other followed him.

That scene played in my head again and again. Did it really happen? I don’t know. So just don’t ask me. My mind split into view parts, excluded intellectual?? Gosh, am I dead?

Moving my chair next to where Din sit that was possible but that thought didn't appear in my mind. Damn!

So sorry its taken me so long there's been bunch things to do lately... 

and today on November 14, 2012 one of my big brother, my best friend, my fellow worker was passed away. Rest in peace dear Bli Kadek Indrayana. God has you in His keeping and we have you in our heart. 

We enjoyed the home band performance to tranquilize the tension. We really had fun. I still didn’t believe they were so close. Savored the music with little dance, I noted Kay turned his head to our table. Maybe he noticed our existence on front of the stage a moment ago, maybe. Or maybe, the scene that played in my head did really happen? Did it?? I felt number of various emotions running through me as I tried to rationalize what was happening. Did I think too much in little brain of mine?

If Kay or the guys didn’t think that we were stalker, we were fine with that. We didn’t stalk them. We just too love to attend their live performance.

Sitting on opposite, I could see their whole table. I marked Xander also turned his head to our direction. My brain full with; what was going on? I was lucky to be there with my partner in crime to meet our idol, Valerius. But, really, I asked to my self again, what was going on? What was on their thought when one of them noted us there, sat casually so close with their table? Or did they thought, how could that Din and I got that spot? Damn, did the employee told them, the one that reserve the table was their friends but then, they didn’t recognize us as their friend but “they are our fans”?

I couldn’t face them. I lied guys, I told the employee her to get the best spot. I didn’t have intention to bother or stalk you all. Yes, I was guilty as hell.

Trust us guys, Din and I aren’t your usual fans. We were there because we really love and enjoy your performance.... (and of course to meet you guys) But we were different than the others fans, we have different ways to show our love and adoration.

The Next Table - Incredible Night

Previous:

Plucking up the courage and mingling myself trough the crowd, I walked towards the stage. Maybe this is the last chance to meet them up close. 

I couldn't let my opportunity slip away while it was right under my nose.

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Standing in front of Jelte, on the right side of the stage, Din did her job seriously. She really enjoyed the show while taking the picture. She didn't even know I was already on her side if I didn't pinch her shoulder. I'd know the reason why Din picked this side, she wanted to take a good picture of Jelte. She is his beloved fans since last year. I don't know if Jelte knows about this but Din won't bother to tell him. Even though on her first meeting with Jelte, Din was afraid seeing Jelte's eyes. Oh, I'll happy to tell you why, next time yeah.

On my best friend side, I could see Jesse sang with his lovely voice and his fascinating movement. I always love to watch Jesse, and here, I didn't need a reason to gaze him with amazement. Don't get me wrong, I just adore him badly. Jesse could mesmerize me with his smile, his voice and his dance. Just can't help but to love him, I was already under his spell since I know them. I don’t know how it just happened. I do love all of them, but Jesse is the one I love the most. You should know that all Velerius members are nice, kind, lovely and handsome but Jesse always on my first rank even Kay is the most freakingly handsome.

On the other time, I told you to google yourself, but I am sorry I just can't wait to write about them. This is sort of my portrayal about all Valerius members. Read below for what I think and feel about them so please don’t judge me.

I already told you about Jesse, so I will let you know about the rest. Oh, kind of forget, Jesse is tanned with brown eyes. Yup, he is really sexy, magically sexy Jesse. *grin*
Don’t miss his smile when he sang on the stage. Why? That's such the sweetest smil that you can keep on the box of your heart. Open it when you need a boost to lighting your mood. It will help, trust me. *wink

Next is Kay. He is guitarist, Jesse’s big brother and a model. *pause* 
I need to close my eyes while looked back to the time when I met him on the first time. If I had the courage to ask and pinch him, I just wanted to ask him; are you real? Or am I dead as I met an angel? 
Recalling to that day I was afraid. The way he spread his lips into a smile got me overwhelmed. I supposed to be glad being able to meet him. Yes, I was, that was an honor but being this beautifully silly girl, I couldn't help but froze when I saw him. That was my first time meeting the most handsome man on the planet. So just don’t blame me. I was speechless, staring into him in awe. In reality, Kay is more than good looking, he is breathtakingly handsome. 

Do you know this song: “… it’s tell me heaven must be missing an angel. Every time I see your face I’m thinking you must be a vision, heaven must be missing an angel”

*Song by Bro’sis: Heaven Must Be Missing an Angel.

That’s song suit him because it’s hard describing him into words. You just need to change the lyric girl with boy/guy.   

I am honest here if you don’t believe me you must be blind. This is only his picture, if you need more and curious just write Kay’s name on the searching page. Have a good time and don’t drool.

The youngest is Jelte. He is keyboardist, backing vocal and I think he is the most favorite of the girls. In every Valerius show, I marked bunch of the girls screamed and yelled Jelte’s name. The girls didn’t take his picture only but they gave him something to wear. Not Jelte only, but all of Valerius members are so loved by their fans, including my best friend and me. Who couldn't? They are just so cool and lovable. The girls, Valerius fans give them something to wear or to eat. Recently Jesse and Xander wore Batik on stage performance, the gift from their fans. On twitter, Jelte posted a photo of him wearing Jacket from his fans. 


On the left was my best friend and Jelte.

The Bassist is Xander. I don’t know him personally but I think Xander is mysterious. 
All of Valerius member are mysterious but I think that fit him. Yes, I though that the mysteriously sweet meet his personality nicely. I noted that Xander wasn’t chatty guy. He even smile rarely but when you see him up close he is handsome more than you though before.

I do remember when Din and I met Xander and other Velerius members on their meet&greet at SNF 2011, he smiled sweetly and he even gave us more time to take picture with them. While the committee demanded us to leave because there was bunch of fans queued up behind.

The last is the new drummer, Klaas. I don’t know much about him. I think he is such a great guy. Oh Dude, he is so tall.
Haha, here were Klass and I after Valerius show at Backstage café

here is Klaas and me. :)

Don’t hit me because I am beautiful. Haha, I am sorry, I mean just don’t hate my opinion. Damn! I just couldn’t stop writing about them. Forgive me world.

Did I tell you if I love Jesse's hair or his hair style? Somehow, on my deepest wild imagination, I wish I could ruffle his hair with my hand and smell it. Holy crap! Oh I should stop it. It's scary. I can't believe myself. Maybe I should stop reading werewolf, vampire or another story before my bed. Sigh while put my hands on my face. I feel ashamed, I must be insane to think that way.

Despite on this time, Jesse’s hair was shorter than before but still, I love it. 
He has lovely and sexy hair right? I picked that pic from Valerius FB. 

Ok, back to reality again.


Din and I enjoyed the performance, we sang together with them and we took their pictures. 

They ended the performance with medley of "Can Not Put Us Back Together and She Doesn’t Know". We still stood as we hoped they would sing another song for us. As Valerius said; show is done and the next home band will perform, we knew that we had to back to our table. But still we couldn't move our feet. Din and I’d remembered that there was a meet & greet after the show. 

Damn it! I was nervous again. It didn't happen while I stood and enjoyed the performance. One by one of the girls asked to take the picture with them. Din and I looked at each other as we eyed caught the available Jelte. Ah, he always has a lovely smile that I loved.

I; “Jelte, lets take a picture” while give him my best smile.

As he said Ok, I just stood on Jelte’s side while Din took the picture.

I took the camera from Din as her turn to pose next to him.

Then Din asked him to take our picture. Yup, Din requested Jelte to take the picture of Din and I together. He was little shock, I could see that. Maybe, he thinks that we are weird. But no offence Jelte, we love you and we wanted something unordinary; our picture taken by young and talented guy, called Jelte. “Young” word come from Din, she insisted to put those word, and the rest was mine.

Jelte said: “common, tiger pose” and added “rawrrrr” to us. Haha, he was so nice and funny. I mean it, Jelte is a typically guy to be friend with.

He previewed his work then he said to us: “I am good, yeah I am good” while showed us the picture. He waved and left us after we thanked him. I was sad to leave him, I think that might be lovely to chat with him. But we weren’t merely come here to take picture with him only.

Din: “Jesse’s behind”

Glancing to the back, Din noted Jesse not far from me. She knew that I wanted to take a good picture with him.

Last year, I just got his face next to mine and if you see it, it wasn’t good one. Oh yeah, he was handsome there as always but I, I was totally unprepared and I had nervous face. Now, I want to have a better picture with him. 

I saw him a meter from me. On that moment, he was talking with a woman. Yes, I said woman because the lady wasn’t teenager or twenties. So I waited him until he was done with that lady. I didn’t mean to watch and overheard their conversation. Sorry, but being a meter from him, I had heard their talk even a little. I didn’t exactly know what was going on but I heard Jesse said he was sweaty and he just wore that shirt. He didn’t have spare cloth under. I saw him opened his shirt, and I could see his waist. I didn’t understand what the lady wanted but Jesse said sorry and left the lady politely. My eyes drawn to Jesse, he mingled to other the crowd.

Didn’t he know that I was standing there, waiting my turn and he jest left??? He just left me! Oh God, what I had to do. Yeah, yeah, I know, he didn’t know.

Calling his name twice as I didn’t want to lose my opportunity

 “Jesse” he kept moving

 “Jesse…” did he hear me? Or my voice was too low?

I was frustrated to get his attention. As I said please, he immediately stopped and coming into my way. Thanks God, I do love those words, the magic word.

Gulping on his direction, I didn’t know what made him walk to the place where I stand. I had no idea. I could only thank God for give me the courage on that time. Maybe, I had a miserable face or maybe I showed him the puppy dog eyes? I didn’t know.

My nerve was back. Damn! Why I had this feeling again? Why this nerve was coming on the important moment like this. Breathing deeply as I smile towards Jesse. I wished I could show him my pure and genuine smile. Do you know what I love the most about my best friend?  She could joke on that kind of moment.

Din: “Jesse, photo, photo” she asked him as she showed him the camera.

Jesse was smile as he said yes, of course or oh yeah. There were more sounds and people talking but the conversation muffled. I didn't hear exactly what he said or what was happen I could only feel him and my best friend smile. Silly me, I felt like all around us disappeared into blur.

I felt light as I moved into Jesse’s side so I was on his left side. Then, Jesse put his right arm to hold me in arm. I believed that my cheeks was bright red as I felt hot on all my face. His warm hand held my upper arm. Even there was a fabric between his hand and my upper arm but I could still feel the warmth, his warmth. 

I felt little bit relief he held me. I wished that could take my nerve away little by little. Under his held I couldn’t help but asking him. I was so wreck nervous and I felt cold beside the wind. “You are so warmth, I mean your arm is so warmth”

 He said; “really? Am I? Maybe because after performance” while pointing into the stage. Staring into my direction for a while, maybe Jesse thought I was such a weirdo… *that was my assumption Jesse.

He opened his right palm and said; “Show me your hand” I barely heard what was he said to me. I saw his face then to his hand like confused kid.

Damn! Why I felt that I was more stupid in front on him. I just couldn’t focus with this closeness. I loved it but in the same time I felt strange (in good way)

He waited me patiently as Jesse opened his palm so I showed him my right hand shakily. Could you believe me, he held my hand for seconds, I didn't remember how long.

Oh my God! Mom, Jesse was holding my hand right now. Hey world, Jesse held my hand! He held me (my hand). Could I just pass out in his arm?

Bonne Soirée - Edited

Finally, my fingers dance away again in the keyboard. This is the next chapter of "The Next Table" I give a new sub tittle because it matched with the story in it. 


They showed up one by one onto the stage. I couldn't hide my excitement as I smile widely, indistinguishable between myself and a clown. Lucky for me it was dark,  and no clown were in sight. 

Din n I brought along one camera, since she was good at taking picture,  far better than me anyway. She wanted to go to the front of the stage immediately. 
"If i'm already there then i'm sure it'll be possible for me to came back here again. Do you  want to came with me or stay here?" She asked as she was making her way towards the stage.
"I would love to but what about our table?" i asked, while looking towards the stage, there was no crowd there, just a couple of girls which was unusual especially at a Valerius show. It was silly;  this was Monday and their show was in the suburban area, just too far from the young Jakartan's preferred hangout. 
"So go on, i'll just stay here" I said. It was really tempting to go, I just felt it would be  uncomfortable to be there. Believe it or not, I just didn't feel confident enough... i don't know how to describe it. I wanted to be there in the first place but was too shy and nervous to go.

Jesse's voice filled in the air. I would love to have been standing there, to step closer towards the stage...It's just the stares i though i might get from the other visitor. Yeah, i know, they wouldn't pay any attention to me, or even care or notice me move.


Aaarrrggggh, I just couldn't pretend that i enjoyed it from back here. No!! I couldn't.

Plucking up the courage and mingling myself trough the crowd, I walked towards the stage. Maybe this was my last chance to meet them up close. 
I couldn't let this opportunity slip away while it was right under my nose.




i know it's short. I hope you like it.

The Next Table - Edited

I rewrite this after edited by my soon to be brother. Thank you Sam, now I owe you a favor.

How would you react if you and your best friend had a chance to sit so close with favorite band. Yup, our table was side by side with Valerius table . What!! Waaaaaaaaah;
I screamed silently with happiness. Peeking into my heart at that time would show it beating louder than the drum. Believe me; I was happy but nervous at the same time. 

Do you know them? Valerius is a band from Amsterdam, Netherlands. Search the name and Voila! I'm sure you'll love them just as i do. You will fall in love with Jesse, Kay, Xander, Jelte and Klaas. and you'll become addict to their songs. Just try it!!
Google yourself and i'm sure you'll agree with me ;) 

This is my favorite video clip: 

*back to that day

Two hours before heading to the Backstage Cafe in Ancol, I had a reservation for a table for two. Can you believe it, i called the restaurant and i told to the employee on the phone that i am a friend of theirs. Yes, you can laugh! I was semi laughing when i called them; Its free to giggle after all! The truth is, i felt completely crazy that day and i wasn't completely completely dishonest. After all, i am one of their facebook friend and their twitter followers. Sometimes, i send message to one of the members too. 
So, i wasn't guilty to say that, right!?

That Monday, after working, my dear best friend Dinchus and I decided to go to the Valerius show. Even though, we'd watched them the day before on September 30, 2012 at 12.00 am at SNF 2012. Do i tell you, we were on the front row? Yup, happy to standing on the front row again, again and again. 
Sound crazy huh! But that's what we are. We've waited them for over a year, so don't blame us when it comes to Valerius. We will always try our hardest to watch their live performance because it's always worth it. 

We met at TJ Bus stop, since it was near from my office and Dinchus's home. We should hurry so as not to be late. On their socmed, they said they would perform at 9pm. It was 6.3 and my friend was late.. I knew it! After maghrib prayer, the street were deserted and that means no ojek* either. (*motorcycle taxi) 
And we had to travel through half the city to be there, with all the Jakarta traffic!!
Ahhh, we didn't want to be late,  "God, please help us", we prayed.

So we took the TJ Bus at 7pm. We had to transit and changed buses for a different direction. It felt like forever on the road and our nerves worse than before. 

We did think of other ways to get there; "why don't we take a taxi, so we can be there on time". Dinchus said.
I looked at her and simply replied, "I am ok with that". 
I'd thought about that before and suggested it, but in the end had decided to drop the idea as we remembered it's the beginning of the month. We had to be wise with spending our money. We knew that we'd be broke, if we ride on taxi, hahaha.. but for them, i told you already, we always try our hardest. 

Finally, after what felt like the longest we'd travelled in our life, and I'm not exaggerating, we made it. We were almost there, we just had to take one more ojek   and voila, Backstage Cafe. Yeay!!

Dinchus, reminds me about my reservation. Hahaha, silly. I knew that, i should ask an employee, where our table was. 
The place is nice with the tables sets up on sand. The stage is huge and we can feel the wind from the beach. But don't ask me about the food, their food was awful. 

The employee gave us a nice table, not to far from the front of the stage. 
Automatically both of us looked around at the table next to ours. Empty!!!
I could see them on the balcony. I told Dinchus that maybe they wouldn't sit there, while pointing my finger to the left.

One by one, the Valerius members walked onto the stage. "Voila!" I caught them walking and showed Dinchus with my eyes. 


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What do you think? should i just write the rest? 


maybe i'm gonna update soon as possible. Thanks Xx

This is fan fiction story so just don't carry your heart!